I saw her today

A small thought of the other sex brings a little smile on my lips!
I feel happy and a broad grin on my face with dimples gradually becoming red!!
Ah! this is a chemical reaction!


I saw that beautiful girl today; she was watching the other side waiting for the green signal to cross the road; her long dark brown hair dangling down reaching half of her back
It was sunny and she wasn't wearing goggles, I could clearly see her blue eyes with dark pupils; 
She wasn't watching the time, she had a glance to the right side of the road for a brief 3 sec, looked straight and then looking down, was she restless?
I don't see sweat on her hands or face?
Her handbag on her right side, she had a wrist band, no rings;
Tiny ear rings like buds, they seem to be in pale yellow colour, her eyebrows beautifully shaped with sharp eye lashes.
She has golden hair on her outer side of the hands, her legs cleanly shaven, she was wearing a short not covering her knees though!
The light rose color of her skin, so fresh like a morning was enjoying the sunlight and it turned to yellow due to the sun rays.


Her nose not small and not big with a small mouth and crimson red lips, i could almost sense the flavor of her lipstick with so thick.
Cool breeze now and some of her hair covered her face and with a brush of her hand she pulled them back, adjusted her hair and again was looking;


I wanted the right signal to be there so I could watch her for some more time; Ah wasn't she one of those angles sent to earth for that evening?
The signal became green and she started crossing the road, I didn't have a  chance to go near her, there were too many people;
It just happened that her eyes met mine for a brief millisecond and it struck with a thousand Watts power that I shook me for a while, her image in my pupil was there for some time, I crossed the road and was walking away on the street but couldn't see anything except her beautiful face.

To do list for my nation

What I wanted to do and couldn't for my nation:

My thoughts:

1) Make India into Indian Union with all these states as different sovereign nations with their own constitution and set of rules, their own languages and their own set of rules to rule the nation.

There would however be a single currency so the Business goes as usual but each small nation needs a VISA to travel to other nations.

2) Don't want any beggars in my city/town/village, want to rehabilitate all of them and everyone of them should realize the meaning of life and learn to work for living their own lives. 

So Beggars' problem would be solved, they live the same life as others

3) Derecognize caste/religion in the constitution:

so it means that our Constitution has only three categories of people, women and men and hijras.

Ah! how would our society looks after this change, it would be complete serenity and calm. There would be no differences and no fights on the basis of religion/caste.

3) Add "right to education" as a fundamental/compulsory right till 15 yrs of age, so everyone should be sent to school irrespective of their interest till 15 yrs. There would be no fees in any of the Government schools and no admission tests. Any one can join irrespective of caste, creed, gender, religion etc.

4) Drinking water and water for use shouldn't be chargeable, every home should be connected to the water and sewage

5) Every earning person in the country should pay taxes, there are no deviations and no exemptions.

Taxes are calculated either 10%, 20% etc

6) Every citizen in the country should have free medical facilities irrespective of any biases.

7) Every person who has more than a child should pay no. of childs * 10% more tax to the government

8) All kinds of marriages are allowed and there are no restrictions on the types of marriages

9) Complete Afforestation Drive

10) Linking up of all rivers and constructing DAMs where ever necessary

11) Every elderly person >60 years should be getting pension

12) Police system should be easily available to all citizens with a single call

13) Strengthening Judicial system

14) Strict laws against corruption and other malpractices

15) A very stong and ruthless law against hooligans, terrorists and other crimes

16) all kinds of voting in Online only there by saving thousands of crores

17) All legal/government transactions made online, no paper at all

18) Compulsory for every citizen between 21 and 28 to serve in the Army for a min. period of 1 yr

19) Democracy with president elected directly by people by Vote like USA

That's for now, 'll add more when I got more ideas

India - A nation of Anarchy

So much has been written about my country INDIA that its always small whatever you write.

India is going towards that stage where the end is nothing but Destruction.

I really want to live till it happens, I would be the happiest man on earth when India is gone;

I being a hyprocite writing about my own country is out of sheer frustration and madness.

The complete nation is corrupt, there are less than 1% of people who are not and who wants this nation to be good.

Every politician wants to accumulate wealth and I don't know what he wants to achieve with this vast wealth, saving it somewhere in a corner of the world, benefiting the international banks but robbing our own country.

To everyone who does this, here is what I have to say to you.

Please leave my country, you are not eligible to be an indian, only true people with true hearts are here to stay.

My nation is no democracy, please stop calling so; India is not one of the best places on earth to live, not even in those better places.

There is no safety, security,  no calmness, no peace.

I can't let my cousins/sisters to go alone after 9 PM, why?

There is no security, we have police who lets you take complaint but want you to struggle for justice, go every day, book FIR, if the accused is a well known's relative then you'll get threatening calls etc until you withdraw the case.

If you are living in a village or a small town, then forget it, you can't complain and you can't do anything except sitting in your home and cry about your ill luck.

What is this, is this what you call a nation of civilised people when there is no security?

If I object against any leader or political party, they'll kill me or harass me, as per my constitution I have every right to express my opinion, but as per the civil society you can't do because your life will be in danger.

Is this what you call a free nation with full freedom?

I would never believe India got independence in 1947, common its the biggest joke of the century!!!

I don't know how people were before we got independence, was it anything different for the common man and the middle class citizens in this vast country?

I don't think so.

India lost control on aug 15th 1947 when our nation went to anarchy, this is what I believe and slowly understood.

India is now a nation of anarchy where there is no respect to the ruler and there is no rule of the law.

You'll never know when a case gets resolved, only god knows, it might be cleared before you die or after your children's death.

Do you call this judiciary? 

Its something like I fell from my bike, got injured, but the doctor took some 10 years to analyze the impact it caused, the sideeffects of the medicines he would be giving  etc. etc 

But by that time I might've almost forgotten it or the wound would've been cleared by itself and if its too huge like loosing limbs etc, then I would be just not thinking about.

So the doctor comes after a decade and gives me medicine to heal my injury?

Isn't it fun?  

This is how our Judiciary/police works? its another joke.

Every now and then one of our corrupt political parties does a harthal, Rasta Roko, Band and create nuisance on our main roads, destroying public property like goverment buildings, trains, buses etc.

Everybody will be watching the fun on Tv where the media telecasts it repeatedly in over a few hundred channels until they get a new sensational news.

Meanwhile there are laksh and millions of people who are affected due to this, governments losing one day of work, it means you are paying a day's salary to all the people without doing any work

Business class losing their business for one day.

All schools, colleges get closed.

Everyone is in their homes watching TV and taking off for one day, so the outcome is just millions and millions of Rupees in losses to the Government, people becoming lazy.

Again there is no control on it, our government central/state can't stop it because they are not capable. 

What is this ? Its another type of gimmick to waste one day's of work.

Then coming to povery, oh god, the Below poverty line figures show as 41% of indians fall below international poverty line.

Do you still call india a developing nation, when 40% of your people don't have three meals a day? 

I think I should stop now, 'll continue my attack in the next post

Do I really love my country - India ?

There is infact no answer to this question. I don't know if I love or if I hate.

There are so many things happening in my country, I cry quite often thinking of the state of affairs.

If I don't love then why should I bother about all these? 

If I really hate then why don't I go away from this land?

Its not about love or hatred but its much more than that which binds me to it.

What can I do apart from eating, sleeping, some exercise, watching movies, doing my regular office job, having drinks and fun in the weekends, paying my house loans and other loans, calling my family weekly to find out their whereabouts any any new brides up for sale etc.....

I am doing nothing apart from what I mentioned above, all those are for me, for my safety, for my happiness, for my selfishness and for my future needs and luxuries, for my carnal pleasures and much more.

There is "my" in front of everything that I do and think but do I feel sad doing all these? thinking about all my selfish needs?

A straight "NO", because I like doing all these, I love thinking about me, about my family/friends, talking to them, planning for my future. There is nothing wrong in what I do and what I think.

In an ideal world this is absolutely true, where everyone is capable of dealing with their own problems and no one intends to hurt the other person, everyone has enough resources and beyond everything everyone is content.

Since we can never live in an ideal world, all my "my"s don't have a real sense in this world. 

So now my question is should I feel sad because the world and the situations are not ideal or that I am thinking only about me and not others.

I am feeling sad, because I am not able to do anything to save the world, I have the will and the power to do but how much can I achieve all alone? 

I should join hands with someone who has similar thoughts and then proceed.

There are lot of groups, leaders whose ideologies are much more deeper and which have far reaching affects for the betterment of the world like our great Jayaprakash Narayan, Lok satha party president.

So my next step is I should join those people and proceed towards the betterment of the people and the world.

So what about my family, kids, wife, cousins, friends, uncles, aunts, brothers, sisters etc. etc.

Isn't it my responsibility to help them, make them self sufficient?

How long does it take for me to do these? 

Is helping my frnds, relatives etc my own responsibility or is it a collective ?

I think its mine, so it takes years and years for me to help them and save them?

What about me then? Don't I have to take some rest? Shouldn't I have a little bit of luxury,pleasure etc, so I can feel happy?

where is the time for all this? Who comes first?

my parents, siblings, frnds, relatives or the nation?

I really don't know.... 

Its also that because I am self sufficient that I have time to think of others.

What bout those millions of people around the world who don't have food to eat and shelter to live?

they can only think of food,water and safety as they don't have.

So my next question is should I go the part of world where the poorest of the poor resides and start helping them?

Of course I can't as I am self sufficient but not rich, so my next step would be do what ever I can in my role, in my neighborhood, in my area and then go beyond.

Its all about suviving, live and let others live.