Its always tough to be away from your loved ones!
and if living away has been continuous then its even tougher!
i've been living away since the new millennium started (the year 2000 when I entered my university education and I was 17 then).
I am 29 now or closer to 30, its been 13 years and I gained a lot of experience living with different people but I lost so many good moments with my parents, grand parents and other relatives.
And now I've been living away from my wife, my new born lovely kid!
Its tough, its definitely not easy, so many millions of people are doing this, reason??
everyone have their own compulsions and situations which demand these!
So lucky are the ones who stay with their family and children and I am one of those not so lucky fathers who miss their baby's early days! I am glad I was with my boy during the first two weeks after he was born.
He was such a beautiful baby boy, looking more like my father than me! when I look close into his eyes it is as if I was looking at a childish face of my father!
My boy is growing up now, he is almost a month old now, trying to talk to me via SKYPE!
I was told he is laughing a lot during his sleep, he might be dreaming about me and might be thinking of my lullabies!
There is just no reason which justifies living away other than that you are born for it and there is a greater cause awaiting you!
All the people from the third world has no other option but to look out for a better world!
I don't want to move away from my country but the positive aspects of living away are more than staying in my country at least temporarily.
Immigration has been started in this world millions of years ago and everytime a person moves away from his native land he feels this feeling of "staying away" and "missing my homeland".
If you look at a big picture, god is trying to create a "one world" where every nation has people from all other nations! may be we are part of this mission!
