Emotions, Patience and Endurance

I learned to live; to see each day passing by;
I learned to suffer; to understand the pain;
I learned to love; to give back love;
I learned so much and I still want to learn; When I look back what I really learned in all these years of struggle and happiness I couldn't really measure;
The time I spent introspecting, the moments I felt pain have all gone by.
I couldn't feel now the pain and suffering I endured during those days; Neither I could feel the happy moments and the joyful ones;
Each passing moment is part of history; we can never experience a moment which has already been passed;
All emotions are uni dimensional; you can only feel in one way; 
An emotion can't bring joy/sorrow at the same time; that's impossible to perceive for humans;
Every emotion is static; it doesn't vary; you have to feel it in the way it should be felt by your brain and that's all;
And finally every feeling/emotion can only exist in two states; present and past;
You can never feel/experience a "to be" emotion; that's impossible;
You have to feel the emotion at that instant and it would have already become past by the next moment;


Endurance and patience are like two brothers; Each along with the other helps the human mind to keep itself in balance; when they fail to do their duty we would obviously forget who we are;
Human beings are born to be patient; That's god's will and there is no escape from it;
Every new birth happens out of great endurance, patience, deep suffering, pain and anguish. Why is it so?
Why does a mother have to wait for so many months to give a new life?
why does she have to undergo the trauma and pain during a child birth?
These things show what? They show that human life starts out of a great sacrifice, love, endurance and patience.
that's what we all are made of; every molecule/atom of blood of ours depict this behavior.
We wait to come out of our mother's womb; we wait to walk on our toes; we wait to eat until we get our teeth; we wait for everything in this world; we are all patient humans;
Its in each of us; 
When we forget that we are humans we tend to behave like animals; Animals have instincts but no heart; they are not rational, neither are they irrational; They act on impulses and instincts;


Please for god's sake, be patient and be supportive of this eco system where there is no place for anger; God wants all of us to be patient; please don't be angry; Kill the anger, its our enemy; its not for us;
We all are god's servants; 
Every being is divine and humans have more reason to prove this.